Etvon's Xanga

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 20:57:58 GMT

Zac's coming over today....least that'll take my mind off'a few things....

Sara's in the hospital for alcohol poisening and I'm worried....I don't care if she is an annoying crazy fuck-face at times, God, I'm mean it's Sara. I don't really think about it much cause I never know how to react to death or having someone I know die. It's not that I don't care...i dunno....I just shrug it off like it's nothing. and then when i catch myself doing that i feel like i'm being insensitive or whatever...sara's my friend, why aren't i all that scared for her?

<3 J.S.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 16:01:04 GMT

'kay so last night i was over at zack's. D: no you deity people, nothing that bad happened. lol, thinking about reeking some more havoc with anna chat-face. damn, today i went to church and confessed some of my sins and when i sat there in mass, my whole body on the inside felt numb. like drugged up numb. i have no fucking idea why, though. xD lol, i felt like no sin was wrong and if some where made it needn't be confessed. and throughout that whole time my body was just fucking numb. xD guess that it right now, gunna go over melissa's. cheers.

<3 J.S.

Friday, September 08, 2006

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 21:27:05 GMT

kay, so this is late, but yesterday "Betsy" asked me out. Zack for those of you who don't know. xD that guy's so fucking halirouse! d'argh and his fat's fun to touch. yeah, anna, it's the "goth my ass" kid. argh, and about time you gave me my saiyuki, woman! xB lol, but yeah, i love this kid. i'm really tired now, so i'll update more later. cheers.

<3 J.S.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 15:11:03 GMT

I use to talk about this guy a whole fucking lot here in xanga. then he dispeared in effing juvy, but he's back and i'm like huzzah! gaw, i forgot how much i missed stephen. >D haha, you asses thought i was gunna say john. o-O or not....whatev'ah. i don't even know this shit anymore, lol. but, argh, yes! america! (inside thing kids). guess that's it for my daily ramblings. ha, cheers.

<3 J.S.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 17:00:08 GMT

xD woot! i got my haircut today. i didn't get it dyed yet, maybe saturday or whatever the hell. i was all happy and eager to get it cut, but when the lady started to chop it off all i could think was D:> "My Hair......." ;__; then the other side of my brain said, "suck it up nancy!" D< i said "okay" TT_TT but i look sooo perdy-ful xD i just wish my fucking cam was working cause then i'd cam whore myself. o_O guess that's it. don't wanna go to school tomorrow ;_; damn shrinkies....^^; more later. cheers

<3 J.S.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 22:54:42 GMT

woot D8 i'm getting my hair done tomorrow! :happy dance:

D: anna still has my saiyuki

i got home today and this is my greeting:

MA:"where were you?"

ME:"library."

MA: (notices the two bags) "Jesus Christ, what'd you do? fucking rob the place??"

-____-; that's exactly it ma... cheers

J.S.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 23:15:32 GMT

kay, so i "pink swore" z kat i wouldn't give. then anna built me up to knock me down. -____- terrific...but t'at's not stopping me. >D haha. take that life. (cough, loser) D> shut up!

leaving for florida on the 27th.....gunna see hagrid. woot. o-O watching cops. when they get caught, they sound like they're having multiple orgasms. D8 am i the only one who notices this?? hm, or am i the only one that brings it up? :ponder....: -_- argh :throws thought out the wondow:

well, i guess that's it for now. cheers.

Remeber kids: always dare to dream! disappointments' gotta start somewhere. xD i'm sorry, that was horrible.

--J.S.

Monday, August 14, 2006

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 11:06:19 GMT

August 12, '06. 10:04 p.m. R.I.P. Ryoku.

fuck this band thing

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 23:48:26 GMT

two nights ago i had a dream that ryoku had come back and today at 6 in the morning my step-dad came in my room with her. argh, i was exilerated, but she wasn't acting the same way she use to. she wouldn't let me leave her alone for a minute, she wasn't eating right, just drinking a lot, she had lost a lot of weight, there's a dent on her right side (i think a car might've backed up on her)....she's just not her and i'm worried. and it's not just that either, it's others. my ma feels she might not be "all here" and that she might've caught something as well. i rrrrreeeeeeaaaaaallllyyyyyy wanna take her to the vet, but we can't even afford that. she's walking at a really slow pace.....god, i really want to do something about this and i can't. it's fucking frustrating.

>< still no luck with the band thing. all these lyrics going to waste. anna volenteered, but that's it. D< damn kids and their "hippity-hop" rap music.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 14:59:57 GMT

kay, so ryoku's been missing for four days already and that's not leaving the mind >>; today i'm gunna put up posters and hope to god she didn't get mauled or anything...or if she's even alive.

been thinking a lot about florida...felt like starting up a band again, but everybody's like "too coo' fo' that". argh you people. =_= gaw, it's an emo-epidemic going on. i need to get outta here before i cry inside a closet and over-dose.

D: you people of kimikaze girls? D< argh! i will smite you if you say no.

;____; i miss ryuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :mental breakdown: