Zac's coming over today....least that'll take my mind off'a few things....

Sara's in the hospital for alcohol poisening and  I'm worried....I don't care if she is an annoying crazy fuck-face at times, God, I'm mean it's Sara. I don't really think about it much cause I never know how to react to death or having someone I know die. It's not that I don't care...i dunno....I just shrug it off like it's nothing. and then when i catch myself doing that i feel like i'm being insensitive or whatever...sara's my friend, why aren't i all that scared for her?

<3 J.S.