Zac's coming over today....least that'll take my mind off'a few things....

Sara's in the hospital for alcohol poisening and  I'm worried....I don't care if she is an annoying crazy fuck-face at times, God, I'm mean it's Sara. I don't really think about it much cause I never know how to react to death or having someone I know die. It's not that I don't care...i dunno....I just shrug it off like it's nothing. and then when i catch myself doing that i feel like i'm being insensitive or whatever...sara's my friend, why aren't i all that scared for her?

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'kay so last night i was over at zack's. D: no you deity people, nothing that bad happened. lol, thinking about reeking some more havoc with anna chat-face. damn, today i went to church and confessed some of my sins and when i sat there in mass, my whole body on the inside felt numb. like drugged up numb. i have no fucking idea why, though. xD lol, i felt like no sin was wrong and if some where made it needn't be confessed. and throughout that whole time my body was just fucking numb. xD guess that it right now, gunna go over melissa's. cheers.

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kay, so this is late, but yesterday "Betsy" asked me out. Zack for those of you who don't know. xD that guy's so fucking halirouse! d'argh and his fat's fun to touch. yeah, anna, it's the "goth my ass" kid. argh, and about time you gave me my saiyuki, woman! xB lol, but yeah, i love this kid. i'm really tired now, so i'll update more later. cheers.

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I use to talk about this guy a whole fucking lot here in xanga. then he dispeared in effing juvy, but he's back and i'm like huzzah! gaw, i forgot how much i missed stephen. >D haha, you asses thought i was gunna say john. o-O or not....whatev'ah. i don't even know this shit anymore, lol. but, argh, yes! america! (inside thing kids). guess that's it for my daily ramblings. ha, cheers.

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xD woot! i got my haircut today. i didn't get it dyed yet, maybe saturday or whatever the hell. i was all happy and eager to get it cut, but when the lady started to chop it off all i could think was D:> "My Hair......." ;__; then the other side of my brain said, "suck it up nancy!" D<  i said "okay" TT_TT but i look sooo perdy-ful xD i just wish my fucking cam was working cause then i'd cam whore myself. o_O guess that's it. don't wanna go to school tomorrow ;_; damn shrinkies....^^; more later. cheers

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